Im so sick of everything right now i know i should be doing something for school but its the last thing i want to deal with and my grades are showing it but i never even stay in school a full day and when im there im not mentally there. I dont even look forward to going to volleyball anymore and that used to be the best thing about my days but now its just stressful and always a competition on the team to be the best. I feel like im losing everything good in my life nothing seems to be going right, Im always tired or feeling sick and i can never just be happy because once i am everything seems to come crashing down again. I feel like i made all the wrong decisions in the past couple months and im waiting for something good to come out of everything bad thats happened because I just want to be happy again.
(Source: 365thoughts)
